Assalammualaikum

Lama giler tak update blog!!!!
Hahahaa
Amani dah setahun 3 bulan dah ni...
N lagi 10 hari je nak raya...

Busy la dgn kerja.
Balik umah dah penat.

Kami tak dpt pindah walaupun sangat berharap dpt pindah
Takpe la...takde rezeki
Tahun depan mohon lagi

Ok la...here are some picca of amani...enjoice!!

Aduhai anak dara..agak2 ade ke org nak jadikan menantu???

I dah ade 4 batang gigi you!!jangan jeles...

mencari mood...:)

hye...
dah lame tak menulis.
last tulis amani kecik lagi...
sekarang ni dah masuk 10 bulan...wow!! besar dah anak i...hihi...
sekarang ni dah super duper busy with school work...
bak kate KJ Sains..'keje hakiki 30% je lagi 70% keje pentadbiran'
takpe la...nak buat camne.dah rezeki kite kan...at least keje duduk dalam air cond...bukan duk tgh panas.

btw, amani dah :

• berdiri at least around 15 seconds
• makan solid food yang agak berketul2
• makan roti
• makan biskut
• membebel ngan dasatnye
• kuat merajuk\
• kuat mengamuk
• kacau ibu n ayah ngah solat
• buat sepah
• tersengih2
• bye bye org

bnyk lagi tp tak tau nak tulis guane...hihi..

k, skrg ade hobby baru. memasak ngan pemanggang ajaib.yeay!!!

aritu buat ayam panggang black pepper.

semalam buat chocolate moist cake.

nnt nak cube mcm2 resipi taken from d internet..

doakan saye ye...:)

k, will write soon. 

n will update on the newest hobby.ahaks!

6 months and 27 days

dah lame tak update blog. aritu beria nak menulis pastu tetibe je jd malas. maybe sbb keje kot...mcm2 nak kene setel. PBS, marking exam, annual dinner anjuran bwp and mcm2 lagi. tak menang tangan and kepala pun naik penang.

btw, arini post sy akan berkisar pasal amani...ye..amani. kami laki bini tak la se'interesting' sgt sampai nak canang episod kisah idup kami..hahaha...

semasa blog ni sedang ditaip, sy sedang mengepam susu untuk anakanda tercinta. PUMP SUSU?? itu pun nak cite ke? heh...suka ati i la kan...ni kan blog i..haha...

okay2...melalut plak...

amani at 6 months and 27 days...she can:

• merajuk especiallly bile i dah dukung die n tibe2 letak kat bwh...mmg meroyan la budak tu.abes bergegar umah di buatnye...klu ayah die buat takpe, tp klu i yg buat..no...no...no...
• berdiri di atas kaki sendiri. yup! literally she did that..cam amazing giler!!! tp jatuh jugak la...pas jatuh bangun balik. syabas betti!!

cik puan amani berdiri dengan jayanye...

• merangkak ngan lajunye. ye...cik puan amani dah merangkak dengan kadar yg amat laju.baru tinggal sekejap..tup tup dah merangkak nak ke dapur...tak tau la klu dah pandai jalan nnt camne. takut nak membayangkan...
• membebel. die punye membebel ntah hape hape. tak paham i tau! paling best membebel time mandi...mmg hebat. suke sgt tgk die membebel..sbb mulut muncung2 and dengan mata die yg bulat tu. haish...geram betul..hihi...
• megamuk sakan. yang ni happens bile nak pakaikan baju.kalau orang tak tau rasenye i ni dah kene cop mendera anak tau...terpekik2...kadang2 tu geram jugak...ape payah sangat la nak pakaikan baju...tp sayang kan..abaikan je la.
• EAT. amani tak pandai lagi makan nasi so she still consumes cereal and biskut farley. comel mase die makan..menyembur2.haha...

amani makan dengan ayah sambil ibu snaps her picture...

 

 

now...lets enjoy some pictures of amani....yeay!!!

 

amani goes shopping at giant

 

mmmm...nak makan apa ye???

my fav pixie...she looks so cute here...

 

ok la.itu jela kot. cik puan amani dah bangun and she is invading my breat pump..haha...

21 september 2012

On this very date, Amani is now 5 months. She has grown so big that actually I did not realize it. Its either I didn't realize or it was just a denial for me.Hihi...I really love Amani to stay like this. Cute, small n no drama. But then, every body has to grow up rite? Hence, im waiting patiently for it!! yeah...At 5 months Amani is 6 kg. and I'm so thankful and grateful that Amani is easy one to manage. She will only cry if she gets her milk a little bit late or when she sees that nobody wants to cradle her. Mmm...Very adorable.

So, here's some sneak peak of what amani looks like when she is 5 months. Enjoice!!

she loves reading book..i mean, her mother reading the book for her...:

she knows when someone wants to *snap* her picture

my princess is sound asleep due to tireness...

ape ek meniarap in English?

yeay!!

amani dah pandai meniarap 

at 4 months 17 days!!

tahniah anakku...

berusaha!!

present yourself

hye..

arini topik kene ckp bahase melayu...senang nak dicapai learning outcomenye..*apakah??* n topik ni ditujukan abgai peringatan kepada saye.

sy akui sy mmg suke bermekap, dr zaman uni dlu mmg sy ade la make up sket2 tp takde la tebal sgt. setakat nak buat pakwe kwn2 dlu impressed je. arini sy nak ckp pasal pandangan org ramai tentang manusia yg bergelar perempuan yg gemar bermake up.

sy pernah terdengar kat HOT FM yg mengatakan perempuan ni kalau make up mesti akan jejak to ONE hour. what? one hour?!!

certain perempuan je ok! sy rase the only time yg sy make up paling lame would be during my solemnization and wedding day je. dlm 1 jam lebih. lepaih tu nan ado nak make up lame2 tau.

pada sy make up tu penting. sebagai seorg guru, client sy ialah pelajar or manusia. maka, i need to make myself presentable to them. ye la diorg mereka nak tgk sy dlm lingkunagn masa 40 - 80 minutes. jadi, sebagai manusia kalau awak nak kene hadap the presenter dlm masa berikut, kalau la muke presenter tu mcm pucat lesi, mau kah anda belajar ngan mereka???

jawapan sy, tak mau. ini alasan sy:

•  sbb sy cepat bosan. bila sy cepat bosan sy akan suke nak telek muke org or the surroundings around me. nak menyejukkan mate la katekan. tp if the presenter muke cam nak tak nak je, ngan pucat lesi, pastu presentation hampeh mmg ke laut la gamaknye. especially yg tetibe attire pn ke laut. ckp presenter tp pakai baju tak ber'tie' or pakai tudung bunga2 ngan baju kurung bunga2. paham konsep tak?

nak ke tengok muke cikgu anda mengajar subject verb agreement camni???

• sebagai seorg profesional, wajib, pada sy WAJIB beri impression yg baik kepada si penonton or pendengar. contohnye, deejay radio. if asik putar lagu sedey medey je pn org akan jelak kan? so, same la ngan presenter, sbb if u asik tunjuk muke sembap, ngan eye bag bagai, tudung senget menget, baju wrinkled...what do u think the audience will feel? that's why, klu kite tgk tv kite akan slalu tgk presenter pakai baju shirt tucked in, pkai tie, pki tudung comel2 n yg paling penting pakai make up

ha...ni baru presentable. easy je...simple je.tp cantik.kan??

• bukannye suruh make up yg melampau2. Cukup la sekadar pakai compact powder, blusher, mascara and lipstick. tak lama pn, cuba lah dulu. paling lama pun saya make up dalam 15 minutes. tu je...kalau terlebih pun sebab pakai eye liner. buat ape make up lame2 n then ubah terus muka kita kan? make up sekadar untk jadikan muka kita ni more presentable to students n colleagues. cukup la...

selalu saya dengar komen 

'kau bole la make up bagai, anak baru seorg. cube mcm aku ni bersilat nak siap2 kan anak2.'

pada saya, ni semua boleh di buat berbincang. macam saya, saya akan bgn seawal pkul 5.30 pagi. masak air, menyapu umah sket, kemas rak pinggan mangkuk n kadang2 sempat lagi nak melipat baju. jadi, apa la salahnye kite bgn awal pg sket, semata2 untuk client kite?

kadang2 mmg tak menang tangan nak siapkan semua tu and then nak siapkan anak lagi, nak tukar pampers, nak susukan die lagi...tp kat situ la peranan suami. takkan la nak mintak tolong bancuhkan air milo sebalang pn tak bole? takkan la nak mintak sapukan jem kat roti pn tak boleh kan?

kalau la semua isteri kene buat, sbb tu la kite akan bersilat nak siapkan anak. maybe sy baru ade anak sorg, so sy tak tau lagi kes bersilat di awal pagi ni. tp sy pernah alaminya mase mula2 nak anta amani g nursery aritu. tiap2 ari g keje lambat sbb salah timing. tp day by day, kite dah setup kite pny schedule...jd follow je la. 

my schedule:

• insyaAllah setiap ari Sabtu akan start iron baju untuk seminggu, termasuk suami punye. maka akan spend time dlam sejam berdiri. time tu, suami la tolong jage anak.
• saye akan siapkan beg sekolah amani pd malam sebelumnye. n then letak kat ruang tamu siap2.
• bgn pagi dalm pkul 5 or 5.30 am. kemas ruang tamu yg mlm sebelumnye mmg takkan kemas sbb dah mengantuk. kemas rak pinggan mangkuk. masak air.
• mandi at 6 am
• solat. n them g pump susu while make up. dlam 15 minutes siap la, dapat la dalam 4 or 5 oz. bersyukur sbb ade la jugak susu utk amani.
• hubby dah solat dah time ni. die pn akan bersiap.
• sementara saye siapkan anak, sy mintak tolong hubby buat kan air milo n sapu jem kat roti.
• by 6.45 or 6.50 siap la anak. klu die nak menyusu, sy akan susukan die.

sebenarnye, kite kene prepare je. itu key for scheduled timetable. kene follow klu tak mmg satu ape pun tak boleh buat.

itu je entry untuk ari ni. dah melalut dah sebenarnye tp takpe la.bg sesiape yg bace blog saye, do comment below on ur opinion regarding make up vs tak make up waktu g keje. hihi...tq!!

my breastfeeding journey

alhamdulillah...Allah has bestowed me with His Most Precious girft which is im able to breastfeed my daughter up until now. amani is 4 months right now...syukur Allah

breastfeeding can be easy and simple but at he same time it can be difficult and heartening also. here are some of my experience:

• in the first week of my breastfeeding moment i found out that amani cannot do the proper latching. hence giving me a very hard time. my nipple was hurt and i cried every time i wanted to nurse her. but i gather up my courage. every time its her meal time, i would recite Bismillah and feed her. the pain was excruciating but i just forego it. after 10 minutes of nursing, the pain went away. seeing amani being well fed would be suffice for me. Alhamdulillah!
• i bought my breastfeeding gadget after 2 weeks. due to that i was not able to do proper milk supply fr amani. i went for my Diploma Pendidikan in UIAM for 2 weeks and for that moment i was terrified whether the milk are enough or not for amani. unfortunately, yes, it is not enough for her. her chilled milk finished within one day at that was 24 oz. her frozen milk which was only 40++ oz finished within 3 days. hence, that started my journey of pumping milk at UIAM. the surau has been my second class and milk pumping has been my priority. i was fortunate because i was blessed with good colleagues  and understanding lecturer. as the for the milk. it was special. the milk were delivered to amani by bus. just imagine within 2 weeks of staying in UIAM, i have paid nearly rm400 just for the postage, buying ice boxes container, ice, gas for my car and i even skipped one of my class. but Alhamdulillah, i managed to fully breastfeed amani. this all is also thanks to my husband who is very understanding.thank you darling!

• my breastfeeding gadget:

my lovely 'stickery' spectra dew breastpump

our deep freezer which stored our frozen ebm

im praying that Allah will bestowed me with many more of His blessings.Amin. and please pray for my breastfeeding journey to continue until amani is 2 years old. amin!

4 months 17 days

*pic during 1st syawal...19.08.2012*

At 4 months and 17 days these are the things that miss amani can do...*eceh..speaking konon!!*

before nursing / breastfeeding:

• buat muke excited sbb ibu tadah sumber makanan
• buat muke tak puas ati sbb sumber makanan masih beralas dgn pakaian
• buat muke puas ati sbb akhirnye ibu dah ready nak bg makanan...hihi...

during nursing / breastfeeding

• suke nak capai2 bju or tudung
• suke nak cakar sumber makanan
• sgt curious especially kalau tetibe ade org jalan or bercakap di belakang die...in this case, is her father
• suke membebel sambil makan @ minum
• akan laga2 gusi kat sumber utama makanan die..dah gatal gusi kot...huuuu tak dapat nak bygkan kalau dah ade gigi
• tertido ngan jayanye...

at her playmat

• amani dah boleh capai2 all the rattles and her favorite would be the rattles + gelang tu
• gigit teether n buat muke blur
• dah pandai ketawa..yea!! comel plak tu...
• dah pandai meniarap!!

mase nak tido

• melihat @ scanning kawasan...mate suke sgt tgk kipas angin berpusing
• pusing kiri pusing kanan tp kepale je sbb sekarang ni masih tido berbedong...
• tido amal lambat...ibu dah tido dlu bru sedar yg anaknye tak tido2 lagi...huhu...

all i can say is that amani's progress are quite impressive. her teachers at her  taska also told me that amani doesn't act like she is 4 months. for instance

• she can baby talk with her teacher
• when she woke up, she never cries
• and she can wait for the milk to be ready

aww...im vey proud of u amani. ibu doakan amani akan jadi bayi yg sihat dan membesar bagai juara...yeay!!!

tak sihat

amani tak sihat.minggu lepas demam n batuk2. skrg ni kene gigit nyamuk plak,abes naik bintat2 satu muke n kat due2 lengan die.sedih betul...tak tau nak buat ape...

petang ni nak g klinik n tgk ape yg bole dibuat...

doakan amani.amin.

                                                                  muke sedey...:(

EBM

tolong doakan saye ade susu yg mencukupi @ melebih2 untuk Amani ye. sy nak breast feed die...for her benefits jugak...

Amin

kesian Amani

ONE
dah 3 ari Amani meragam right after 6 pm. menangis macam kene dera...sian sgt.nasib baik ade abah n mak yg pandai baca2 ni. klu nak harap ibu die mmg tak bole la...

TWO
still having difficulties nak burp kan Amani.sian die...asik luahkan balik je susu yg baru di minum....

THREE
sedang mengajar Amani minum susu dalam botol. esok2 nak ajar die minum susu dalam botol n minum ngan org lain. nnt ibu die kene tggalkan die nearly 2 weeks for my diped. kang tak nak meyusu tak memasal la plak kan??huhu...sian Amani kene tinggal.

saye amat sayang anak sy yang comel n cantik si Amani Safiyyah binti Azham.
saye sayang suami sy gak...en Azham Abdul Hamid.

amani n ibu

Amani n Ibu spent our time together on Labour Day. without Ayah...hmmm...

ni namenye post yg takde makne sbb saje je nak menulis. Amani dah besar, dah 12 hari...(wah besarnye)
dah pandai meragam
semalam menyusu abes diluahkan sume balik...sian die
pkl 12 am bru bole tido
Ibu pn ngantuk tp ati sayu n sedih
siap nanges2 lagi sbb tensen

d next morning
i tried to not let Amani muntahkan susu die balik
Alhamdulillah
setelah beberapa percubaan menjadi jugak teknik aku iaitu:
1. Jangan bagi die susu d moment she woke up
2. Syg2 dlu,pegang2 n belai2
3. Lepas 3 miniutes baru bagi susu
4. Don't immediately burp her, let her take a rest after breastfeed

itu aku la,org lain aku tak tau Ok.

ok,tu je...


bye.

AMANI SAFIYYAH BT AZHAM

alhamdulillah ke hadrat Illahi

setelah 9 bulan dan 1 hari menunggu, org yg kami tggu2 selama ni akhirnya lahir ke dunia ini. anak kami, Amani Safiyyah selamat dilahirkan tanggal 21 April 2012, seminggu dr tarikh birthday aku, 14 April 2012. Yeay!! bole celebrate birthday same2. 

Amani sepatutnya kuar on 26th April tp since ayah die dah balik on 19th April, lalu die pn tak sabar2 la kua. nak jumpe ayah la katekan. yang bestnye ibu n ayah die sempat spend time kat Megamall, pergi Popular Bookstore sbb nak abeskan baucar 1 Malaysia yang aku dapat from UIA. time tu ade la rase contraction tp since this is my first time, aku tak paham maksud kesakitan perut aku. siap ingt kene cirit birit lagi.haha...

ari Jumaat pergi hospital which aku sepatutnya pergi on Thursday. tapi sbb nak spend time ngan hubby, aku ikutkan je cakap hubby n mak mertua supaya pergi hospital d next day. pergi pagi around 9 am n then selesai check up ape semua doc suruh aku balik. we spent nearly 5 hours kat hospital which at the end aku kene balik n diminta pergi ke hospital on Wednesday 26th April. hati dah sedih sbb hubby cakap die nak balik Terengganu esok. sayu je hati ni...~uhuk2~

tup...tup...balik umah, berehat tak sampai 2 jam aku dah mula rase contraction. siap rujuk buku lagi nak tgk betul ke aku ngah rase contraction. aku nak pergi mandi when i discovered that there is a little bit blood on my panty. aku kol kak Hima, die kate takpe tggu dlu, pergi mandi n have a rest. i did that, tido tapi sakit yg amat sangat buatkan aku rase tak selesa. aku ingt aku nak g membuang air besar, bile g bilik air,,,Allah! ade darah n lendir. kelam kabut aku dibuatnya...sekali lagi kami suami isteri pergi ke hospital.

samapi kat hospital around 6pm. sian kat hubby sbb die memang jenis yg tak suke menunggu tp sbb sayang kat isteri kan, tggu la jugak. doc cek, jalan dah bukak 3 cm. then malam tu pkul 10.30 pm aku pn admitted to hospital. lapar sgt, hubby bli makanan tp managed to eat suku je mknannye...dis is due to the contraction yg aku rase setiap 5 minit.sakitnya memang tak tertanggung.

bile dah duk dalam ward, aku suruh hubby balik umah. die pn tak makan lagi, sian kat die. time tu mmg sedih sangat sbb hubby takde kat sebelah mase aku sakit tp takkan aku nak suruh die duk kat hospital kan? malam tu mmg sakit sgt2...aku plak tak pnah g post natal classes or surf d internet regarding contraction so mmg aku menanggung kesakitan yg amat sgt. dapt tido tp setiap 5 minit mesti terbangun dgn rase sakit. at 5.00 am nurse dtg buat kali ke3 nak cek jantung Amani. at that time, die pn sorong aku ke labor room. aku dah blur2 smbil thn sakit. tpn hubby tp die tak angkat..last2 aku tpn mak mertua srh kejutkan suami. 

at 5. 25 am, jalan dah bukak 5 cm. sakitnya Allah je yang tau. aku bukan jenis yang menangis or terjerit2 bile sakit jadi bile aku cakap kat doc aku nak meneran die jadi cam relax je. tp bile tgk jalan, dah full breach! kelam kabut die.haha...ini memang antara pengalaman fav aku. tgh2 sakit meneran Amani kua aku dgr n lihat doc n nurse bersorak2 bagi kate2 semangat kat aku. from 5.45 until 6.03 aku meneran, Alhamdulillah Amani pn dilahirkan. tq sgt kat doc n nurse yg sgt bersemangt. tp hubby tak dpt tgk aku bersalin sbb die sampi pkul 5.59 am. sedih jugak tp takpe la....

k, long enough! till next time. bnyk lagi pengalaman menarik yg akan aku kongsikan kat sini supaya aku takkan lupa this very first experience....

Allahuakbar!!

10 weeks and 1 day

hye there...

semlm g klinik sbb right after balik keje i discovered blood on my *tut*.

rase bimbang gak..report kat hubby

die suruh g klinik.

g klinik doc scan babyku..

baby gerak sgt kuat...tgn n kaki gerak2...no wonder la mummy rase denyut2 je mlm2.

doc suruh rehat.

die bagi mc dua hari

28th n 29th sept 2011.

28th tak mc sbb ade keje penting kat skola.

29th baru mc.nak tido je sehari suntuk kat umah..hihi...

Ya Allah...ku bermohon semoga Kau berkati hadiah yang sudah diberi....lindungi la bayiku ini.Amin

7 weeks

selamat hari raya...

sudah kembali bekerja...

badan Alhamdulillah dah ok...cume makan je yang kurang berselera.

kalau ade makanan pedas2 baru boleh layan.

hasben baik...

tolong lipat baju

basuh baju

especially bile cakap sakit perut..

hari raya pertama baby bg makan puas2...

rase sgt kenyang...

pastu trus tak lalu...

ayam mmg tak makan la...

muak n kembang tekak...

doakan ye sume baik2 je...

5 weeks 1 day

badan dah rase tak selesa
asik sakit2 n seram sejuk especially malam
hubby tolong urut2 tp angin tak kua...lekat kat tekak which made me sick
nak muntah
still tak kua2

ramadhan yg ke 23 terpakse dileburkan
dah ponteng sehari
tak larat
pale rase ting tong
kaki tak larat nak melangkah

setakat ni nasi mmg tak lalu makan
nutrisi kurang sbb ayam or daging mmg tak nak lalu kat tekak
dah 3 ari makan bubur kosong plus air milo
dah 3 ari ponteng tarawikh

thank you Allah for the baby
n thank you for this experience

amin...

4 weeks and 6 days

my pregnancy post...
sejak menjak ni perut cam asik sakit je...nnt tbe2 je rase lapo pastu nak muntah.tp tak muntah2....
pening2 tu wajib ade la...

semalam nak makan jeruk pelam.dah beli tp bukan jeruk pelam...kecewa!
sekarang ni kuat marah n merajuk...
sian hubby
sian students

mood swing...tp cam dah biase ngan mood swing tu

k,that's all for today.baby,please grow healthily ye...

love,
mummy

good news

its been 6 months since me n hubby were solemnized on last 4th february. it was beautiful...now, the moment that we were waiting for has come...

i'm pregnant.alhamdulillah.....

im married! yay!

suda lama tak update blog...
life has been too wonderful that i forgot bout u my dear blog...
teehee...

im a married woman...
with my encik azham b abdul hamid

perkenalan yg agak singkat
setahun
ade org ckp tak cukup untuk kami kenal hati budi masing-masing
tapi kami tak peduli....
org dlu2 kawen dlu baru bercinta...
ok ja!

so
we applied that in our marriage life
it wasn't easy though
org ckp setahun perkahwinan is the honeymoon period
that we should be very careful when it comes to the other years
tapi
ni kan keje Allah
kami tawakal dan usaha
moga2 berjaya

doakan kami ye...

why?

tak boleh nak tido
ngantuk
esok nak pg ceramah
pagi2 bute plak tuh

jiwa tak tenang kot
hati sedih n sayu kot

tak baik mengeluh hasnoriah
esok kan awak raya

banyakkan ibadah
mesti tenang lepas tu
mesti dah tak sayu n sedih

baiklah
terima kasih