BFF

it hurts me
to think that im not doing my part in the friendship
to think that it is so hard to see them
to think that im not trying my best to go and see them

it really hurts me
when im not able to see them on regular basis
when im not able to console them with hugs and kisses
when im not able to
giggling
laughing
yelling
with them

im still hurt by the fact that I AM thinking about our friendship that begins to falls apart
am i wrong?

am i despicable for thinking that way? for having those feelings?

seriously
im hurt
badly saddened by the unfortunate tragedy

im hoping for the time to come back and fetch me so that i can go back to the old time
but surely there are no such thing

i need someone to talk to
i have problems ladies
i have issues that need you to help me with



i just need u

revamp

im still improving my English especially my writing skills
speaking skills will not be a major problem since im practicing it here in KT
minor problem would be in grammar since im also learning

being an English teacher is not easy
people expect more on you
people judge you differently
people sometimes misjudge you

i need to:
rejuvenate
recharge
rethink

i need to do some revamp

but first
i need ideas

see ya

gokusen

tibe2 terase cam nak jd yankumi dlm cite gokusen...blh????