mencari mood...:)

hye...
dah lame tak menulis.
last tulis amani kecik lagi...
sekarang ni dah masuk 10 bulan...wow!! besar dah anak i...hihi...
sekarang ni dah super duper busy with school work...
bak kate KJ Sains..'keje hakiki 30% je lagi 70% keje pentadbiran'
takpe la...nak buat camne.dah rezeki kite kan...at least keje duduk dalam air cond...bukan duk tgh panas.

btw, amani dah :

• berdiri at least around 15 seconds
• makan solid food yang agak berketul2
• makan roti
• makan biskut
• membebel ngan dasatnye
• kuat merajuk\
• kuat mengamuk
• kacau ibu n ayah ngah solat
• buat sepah
• tersengih2
• bye bye org

bnyk lagi tp tak tau nak tulis guane...hihi..

k, skrg ade hobby baru. memasak ngan pemanggang ajaib.yeay!!!

aritu buat ayam panggang black pepper.

semalam buat chocolate moist cake.

nnt nak cube mcm2 resipi taken from d internet..

doakan saye ye...:)

k, will write soon. 

n will update on the newest hobby.ahaks!

21 september 2012

On this very date, Amani is now 5 months. She has grown so big that actually I did not realize it. Its either I didn't realize or it was just a denial for me.Hihi...I really love Amani to stay like this. Cute, small n no drama. But then, every body has to grow up rite? Hence, im waiting patiently for it!! yeah...At 5 months Amani is 6 kg. and I'm so thankful and grateful that Amani is easy one to manage. She will only cry if she gets her milk a little bit late or when she sees that nobody wants to cradle her. Mmm...Very adorable.

So, here's some sneak peak of what amani looks like when she is 5 months. Enjoice!!

she loves reading book..i mean, her mother reading the book for her...:

she knows when someone wants to *snap* her picture

my princess is sound asleep due to tireness...

ape ek meniarap in English?

yeay!!

amani dah pandai meniarap 

at 4 months 17 days!!

tahniah anakku...

berusaha!!

my breastfeeding journey

alhamdulillah...Allah has bestowed me with His Most Precious girft which is im able to breastfeed my daughter up until now. amani is 4 months right now...syukur Allah

breastfeeding can be easy and simple but at he same time it can be difficult and heartening also. here are some of my experience:

• in the first week of my breastfeeding moment i found out that amani cannot do the proper latching. hence giving me a very hard time. my nipple was hurt and i cried every time i wanted to nurse her. but i gather up my courage. every time its her meal time, i would recite Bismillah and feed her. the pain was excruciating but i just forego it. after 10 minutes of nursing, the pain went away. seeing amani being well fed would be suffice for me. Alhamdulillah!
• i bought my breastfeeding gadget after 2 weeks. due to that i was not able to do proper milk supply fr amani. i went for my Diploma Pendidikan in UIAM for 2 weeks and for that moment i was terrified whether the milk are enough or not for amani. unfortunately, yes, it is not enough for her. her chilled milk finished within one day at that was 24 oz. her frozen milk which was only 40++ oz finished within 3 days. hence, that started my journey of pumping milk at UIAM. the surau has been my second class and milk pumping has been my priority. i was fortunate because i was blessed with good colleagues  and understanding lecturer. as the for the milk. it was special. the milk were delivered to amani by bus. just imagine within 2 weeks of staying in UIAM, i have paid nearly rm400 just for the postage, buying ice boxes container, ice, gas for my car and i even skipped one of my class. but Alhamdulillah, i managed to fully breastfeed amani. this all is also thanks to my husband who is very understanding.thank you darling!

• my breastfeeding gadget:

my lovely 'stickery' spectra dew breastpump

our deep freezer which stored our frozen ebm

im praying that Allah will bestowed me with many more of His blessings.Amin. and please pray for my breastfeeding journey to continue until amani is 2 years old. amin!

4 months 17 days

*pic during 1st syawal...19.08.2012*

At 4 months and 17 days these are the things that miss amani can do...*eceh..speaking konon!!*

before nursing / breastfeeding:

• buat muke excited sbb ibu tadah sumber makanan
• buat muke tak puas ati sbb sumber makanan masih beralas dgn pakaian
• buat muke puas ati sbb akhirnye ibu dah ready nak bg makanan...hihi...

during nursing / breastfeeding

• suke nak capai2 bju or tudung
• suke nak cakar sumber makanan
• sgt curious especially kalau tetibe ade org jalan or bercakap di belakang die...in this case, is her father
• suke membebel sambil makan @ minum
• akan laga2 gusi kat sumber utama makanan die..dah gatal gusi kot...huuuu tak dapat nak bygkan kalau dah ade gigi
• tertido ngan jayanye...

at her playmat

• amani dah boleh capai2 all the rattles and her favorite would be the rattles + gelang tu
• gigit teether n buat muke blur
• dah pandai ketawa..yea!! comel plak tu...
• dah pandai meniarap!!

mase nak tido

• melihat @ scanning kawasan...mate suke sgt tgk kipas angin berpusing
• pusing kiri pusing kanan tp kepale je sbb sekarang ni masih tido berbedong...
• tido amal lambat...ibu dah tido dlu bru sedar yg anaknye tak tido2 lagi...huhu...

all i can say is that amani's progress are quite impressive. her teachers at her  taska also told me that amani doesn't act like she is 4 months. for instance

• she can baby talk with her teacher
• when she woke up, she never cries
• and she can wait for the milk to be ready

aww...im vey proud of u amani. ibu doakan amani akan jadi bayi yg sihat dan membesar bagai juara...yeay!!!