my fav at the moment...so emo

It might sounded lame but i think that somehow somewhat i have connected myself with this song. I can listen to it all night long and at the same time thinking that if i were to dedicate this song to someone, who will it be? But in the end i just can't figure it out. so, to my friends out there, if i ever in any ways possible HURT you guys/gals, please forgive me. From the deepest and bottom of my heart, I'M SORRY.....

Christina Aguilera-Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous

It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

HYE..
just wanna wish everybody out there a happy merry Christmas. its a HOLIDAY!! but then no holiday for me as KUMON has to so its stock take starting from 26th - 30th of December. so basically no REST for me at all...huahua..but we are going to have a Christmas party at mt boss's house on Christmas eve. im looking forward for it as i have a lots of present for them.

another thing that im looking forward is for the return of my ADEQ!! im going to plan for a hang out together wif my frens. so, BABY and MIRA, be sure that u are on my side.hahaha...its so difficult to get everybody else to come and hang out together except for this 2 gurls.

me together with BABY and ADEQ

missing someone badly..

its been some time since i saw my best of friends..INA, SULI, MIRA, ELLE, BABY & ADEQ. god i miss them!! i really wanted to see them, hug them and talk wif them like nobody's business. i dun care if people said that we are loud but that loudness bring happiness to me. i missed how elle fought with mira..baby wif her cute expressions, adeq wif the talk, ina wif her blurness and suli wif her wittiness. after 5 years of friendship, i think nothing will separate us nothing than DEATH.i never have someone that really attached wif anything that i do except wif all these girls. their different personalities makes it interesting and just colour your life!i am very glad that God gives me this opportunity to befriended them. it is such an honour. now that we all finished studying, it is much more harder to see them as we have different off day. i can't go out wif ina because she's working on Sunday and that really makes me really sad. i really wanted to see her...elle at the moment is in Kedah..it is much more harder..hmm..i need to see them!!!and another person is adeq she's now in Mecca and im praying that she is safe and sound there so that she is able to perform her ibadah.

how i longed to see all of them..

that's all...

miss u all babes!!!

ME AND KUMON

I've been working in KUMON for over 1 year already and i don't think i will stop working here.i have several reasons as to y i will not stop:
1. i have EPF and SOKSO..;p
2. i got a double storey terrace house with only RM 450.00 because it my boss's.(package)
3. i've become someone that i've never dreamt of..TEACHER!haha..so, the next time dun u ever underestimate the profession of teachers. it's a noble one..:)
4. i can wear JEANS!!!haha..jgn jeles ye...

i have thousands of reasons but let me keep it to myself. i just want people to say that it's hard for people to just let go something that u really like..u try it first and then tell me how's the feeling. i just hope that people will stop bugging me to find another job..i will but not at the moment. just wait and see k??

ok la..i see u nxt time..

here are some pics of me in KUMON TAMAN KOK LIAN, JLN IPOH..
(pergh..bangge gile!!)

save the worls please...
:p

my moment..........

hey...its been so long since i made my last entry. my life is still the same..nothing much changed. im still working in kumon. and i love to do so because i'm happy with it. maybe someday i'll be able to walk out from this kumon family and starts another career but in the mean time...im still damn happy with this kind of job. i got a lot of students who in the end loved me as their teacher and that feeling satisfies me. i'm happy with all of my colleagues and i'm totally happy to do all the duties in shaping the next generation.

everybody is loading their convocation pics but i dunno whether i should..haha...of course la kan..

k la..bye

HOLA...

hye..nnt i load gmbr convo i eh...bz
SLAMAT BERPOSE..RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!!!!

SIVAJI..

mr sivaji

pls dun be suprised on my today's topic but i just wanna share my thoughts........

in my opinion, if there were a lot of people like mr.sivaji and mr.robin hood in this world...wouldnt it sounds good? because all of the corruptions that has been committed by all those 'big' and powerful people and small fish like me has been trapped in the net..im suffocated and im really irritated when i heard all those stories abaout bribery, money laundering and all those corruption..what's to become of our future generation especially our children?they're so innocent to be involved in this disgraceful things.....

that's all...