the best Wesak Day holiday ever....

Date : 9th May 2009
Time : Don't quite remember...we're quite late
Venue: The Mines....yeah!!!

1st of all, thanks to Mira, Elle, and Adeq coz willingly spend ur whole day with me...It's quite rare for me to have a date on Saturday as I'm working on Sat. But it will be better if Baby, Ina and Suli are also able to be there with us :(

It was nice having to meet up with ur BFF, updating everything even though u dun have enough time to spare for each other's side of stories. But I am DAMN happy...To actually listens to Mira and Elle fought with each other, Adeq with her 'ongoing' stories...hehe, u know what I'm talking about. It was a blast!! On the other hand we went for window shopping which I hate a lot..;p and I got my birthday present from Adeq. It was indeed the best date I have ever had...

In case u gurls read this, I wanted to say that I LOVE U gurls and I miss every moments that we've shared for the past 6 years....feels like crying because I can't meet up with the other gurls...oh God, how I miss all of u...

new craze....im crazy!!

we've been waiting for u to come dearie...

KANE KOSUGI

He is our (our means me and siti) newest craze. After watching several episodes of Ninja Warrior at tv9, we was captivated by his charm and his charismatic look in his Japanese-American-Chinese mix. He's so DAMN hot...**fiery**

here are some of his picas...mmmm...delicious!!!

*hot*


*out from your hides my dear*


*tq for being so damn cute!*

i had a dream....just yesterday

i do admit that i'm a dreamer...i treasure my dreams, i mean the one that i had when i'm sleeping (:P)...so, here is THE dream that i dreamed of yesterday.

I was in land of a faraway place, it was so alien that I didn't know where to start. So I started to wander around, walking through people and surprisingly I ended in place that i know Baby chan and Mira would loved to be in (tak nak ckp dlu, nak bg surprise....). Then suddenly I've been approached by quite a big man himself that I straight away think of him as a bodyguard. So, here is the conversation.

BG: Hey there! I know u like them, so I'm gonna give u a special treat today. U r gonna have the opportunity of meeting them in person.
ME: Really???!!!! wohoho....yuhu!!!...yes2!!!!!

That was a very brief conversation but it was worthwhile...given me the introductory to what I'm gonna experience...Then, suddenly the persons that i was supposed to meet walked right in front of me and one of them give me a wave and said "wait for us a little while, after this we're gonna meet" and with that he gave a wink.;)....that was the moment I cherished, even in only my dream.

I was waiting for them when suddenly my hand phone rang...one of them called and asked for me to wait a while because they have to go and do their stuff. I was jumping around, so insanely happy for the phone call. Then, my worst fear came into existence....my stupid alarm clock went crazy, in desperation of waking me up so that I can forgo my wonderful, lustrous dream...huhu...sad....

So, that's the end of my dream but moral of the story, don't set ur alarm so that u can sleep and dream a little longer...huhu...ok la, I know that u (baby n mira, would be my big guess..) must be wondering who the hell I'm talking about right??so here are their picas...for my eyes n yours...;*

jeng...
jeng...
jeng...

DBSK!!!!

XIAH!!!the person who gave me a wave & a wink...hehe..just imagine my dear, will u be able to stand anymore if u were me??


my dear MICKY!!!!the one who gave me a call...what a nice dream...nasib baik bukan yunho yg call...just imagine if...
(sorry mira n baby...love u)

by the way i had fun dreaming about DBSK, the happiest moment of my life ever...
ok, gtg.
bye

some time ago...

my 'advance' birthday cake..so advance my boss baked it on 7th April....;p
(from left: eric, nora, me, siti, ain)


sharing is caring.....
(from left: kak lee kuan, eric, me, siti, ain)


'smart kids'o9'..went ther just to get the KUMON goody bag..haha
(ain and me...cute???)

the battle of kiddos...semate2 nak notebook KUMON je...gilos
(me and ain...again??)

US having good time buying MUNCHY's tit bits...
(ain, munchy's gurl, siti and me)

if u guys realize la kan...there is always the same gurl rite next to me...she is SITI, my housemate. kre my junior la bcoz she graduated from IIC. The other housemate is Kak Nora but her fav is to be behind the scene...i love them all...and thanks to them, i'm not alone here in KL. TQ dearest friends...

coelacanth...the fossil fish..

'a very beautiful fish'

I've just finished reading this book called 'A FISH CAUGHT IN TIME, THE SEARCH FOR THE COELACANTH' by Samantha Weinberg. At first I was quite skeptic regarding the title of the book and the same time I just don't know how to pronounce the name. But after reading it halfway, I was very astonished by the fact that the underwater world is indeed a very mysterious place. I used to have a paranoid feeling over this 'water' thing, thanks to this book, I've just discovered how wonderful it is to have any opportunities (I mean it...ANY) to explore the beauty of the ocean creatures.

About this beautiful and indeed 'a living fossil'... the name is pronounced as 'see-la-kanth' or 'silakan'...haha.Just to make it simple and interesting. It was 1st found by a young curator from the East London Museum named Marjorie Courtenay-Latimer in 1938. Thanks to her, this living fossils has been given its rightful position to be protected and given a bigger chance for a future being like me to appreciate it. Because of its position as a living fossil, it has been protected by the Convention on Trade in Endangered Species (CITES).

I'm in no position to compare myself to what all the scientists has done but I promise myself to equipped myself with all the knowledge regarding our wonderful world and its contents. Hehe...reading has never be such a compelling thing for me. Now I can say that I'm not in the statistic of Malaysian only read 2 books a year. haha

ok...that's all from me...i think i will try to find more books on this living fossil...my beautiful COELACANTH

BYE....

MY FIRST EVER!!

this is a surprise that i never thought that i'll do even to my own self. i bought a heel and a handbag...yuhu!!!those people who knows me inside out will surely know that im not that type that will suddenly go shopping and buy these two things. but here they are...my 1st items ever....bought with my own money (not PTPTN any more..ahaks!!) and as my advance birthday present...haha...

just to share how happy i am right now.that's all...

bye..see u later

emo lagi...huhu

i badly want to quit my current job n have a new life. mayb people would say that im so stupid to actually let myself hanging there but i do think i had enough already. i want to find a job that really suits me n a place for me to utilise what i've learned b4. but its not as easy as it looks. having someone as my employer now is really one in a million. three years experience in KUMON TMN KOK LIAN really helps me in my communication skill. i would never thought that contributing to the society and world peace will be this easy. but as i said earlier, this thought should not be forever in my head. i really have to go to the outside world and experience what my friends are having now. i cannot be forever stuck here right? i need to find my own way..my own space..the path that will eventually unleash my true potential and ability. at the moment im not really proud of what i have. graduated as a >3.0 student, this career is not what i've dreamt of. i hope i'll make a good decision later. at the same i have to really think of the future...i need to have a house, a car (or maybe cars) and a perfect family. it is such a hard decision to make but i really have to do it. what i should do now is to prepare myself. i hope i'll have the courage to do so.

im out...
..with a burden still hanging on my soul....